'KAT-IS-MAD'
Y Wednesday, July 29, 2009







to my BFF,

ROSHAZMIRA bte ...... ...

i wanna apologise to you for not wishing you on your birthday.i should be at least 

one of the top ten,maybe? to be msging you and wishing you.but nope, i didnt and 

i wasn't.forgive me mira...i feel so guilty right now.im sorry.please forgive me.im so 
sorry.F*** i didnt forget sumpah i didnt.i wrote it in my schedule but i didnt check 

it recently.im sorry.and my phone...ppd was low.im sorry...Gosh:(

forgive me girl.

and why am i always broke at the wrong timing??sigh...im just not the good 

Bff.how i wish i could redeem my mistakes to you babe.wishing belated aint fine to 

me.so bad sey KAT!!!:( 

hey babe,i wish you read this.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BFF 
ROSHAZMIRA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

(27/07/92)

hey sweet,harap panjang umur dan murah rezeki.good luck and all the best in 

whatever you do.may you succeed in future.have a great life ahead.da tue lebs aku 

ni satu.hahahaha!:) finally ke girl??anw,please choose any date/day within next 

week.do update  me your schedule.i treat you out.i buy you present.i do you 

surprises.can?i hope you could make it.i feel so wrong la.forgoodness sake 

la.yeah, 

i know you said 'i trust you remembering it'...still?ugh!

sigh...girl,this yr is like our 13th year friendship and still on going...yeah i know 

theres just so much ups and downs we been thru together and memories that still 

fresh kept in mind.i just hope that our friendship wont end just like that.


lastly,i wanna wish you again a 

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!

i miss you cb.

hahahahahahahaha

you know i love you...



love,
Kat:)

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1:54 AM

Y Tuesday, July 28, 2009



LATEST DANCE COMPETITION!!!



hey mr.KENTAL again!:) hahahahaha.yeah you read it.so eager ar you.haiyo...you not suppose to read it actually.but its important to let you know how i feel towards mr.ego.stop saying all that to me cause he's not.i'll explain to you more when i meet you okay.kinda waiting for your attendance in sch next thurs.pick me up from sch one day okay?hahahahaha.mcm bored la gitu tak de sape sape nak skali skale fetch ni KAT pat school.hahahahaha.wanna try la.i ask my brother pun tak nk.kate je okay okay.sigh.stupid irresponsible brother.padahal rumah dkt sey KAT?!?!gagagagaga.alah once in awhile manje manje.lol:) okay talking bullshit.anw you alrd promise to treat me watch movie know!better fulfilled uh!i'll wait.hahahahaha.oi goblok glad you dead sleeping alrd.good good.today i got dance prac sey.but i end school at six then ade shooting lagi.haiyo... been missing prac for quite sometime alrd.sorry guys.have to settle two shooting by end of this week.oh ya!mr.KENTAL you alrd book me on nine august.so you better come!:) come with someone to accompany okay?dont come alone.erm didnt see my motivation man in sch YET!hahahahahaha.nah just playing...

hakim and me have been talking and planning to organize a DANCE COMP!hahahahahha.really,we just did...

"ITE COLLEGE WEST DANCE COMPETITION" any genre etc ballet,contemporary,tap dance,belly dance,pole dance,splitting and more....only within COLLEGE WEST.hahahahaha.judges will be HAKIM and KAT!and obviously it will held on our B-E-A-U-tiful ROOM at ITE COLLEGE WEST AMK CAMPUS!:) stage will be in our air conditioned theaterette!freaking cold.bring sweater along.guest performance is SECRET!expect the unexpected!

FIRST PRIZE- FREE UNIFORM of ITE COLLEGE WEST...

SECOND PRIZE- A PACKET EACH of OREO!!!sponsored by CO-OP..

THIRD PRIZE- A PACKET EACH of PILLOWS!!!sponsored by CO-OP also...

CONSOLATIIONS- SLIPPER each GROUP,also again sponsored by very own CO-OP..

THEME- MASCOT

registration fee- $5

CREWs registered currently:
1) CHARLIE'S ANGELS
2)COFFEE BE-ANs
3)G31
4)LEMON TEE
5)VOGUEANJALICIOUS
6)4OT
7)FUCK THEM RETRIFIED

*can be registered thru my tagboard.
everyone is welcome.admission:50cents.
audience dress code BAJU MELAYU!!!:)
much appreciated...registration its still open.competition will be HARI RAYA!!!itself.so see you there!!!


loves,
GORGEOUS MAD KAT & HAKIMMY BABY:):):)


i miss simply everyone.went down to D'SHOWCASE @ scape on sat.but came late with bb.sigh...should have come earlier.miss kinda alot sey...ugh!hate myself.but i freaked out went i came down from the bus.sumpah ekh?!DANCERS smue bersepah pe.seriously evryone is like everywhere.my eyes was like up and down side to side.okay tu da merepek.anyway i miss the good ones.sorry to my love ones,friends.didnt make it to watch you guys dance.was so shock to see MIRA,my sweetest bestfriends.thx girl tak blg that you enter.CONGRATS though by getting third plac efor twice stright comps in LAH DE FUSE too.you make me proud.oh ya CONGRATS too to FUNKYSTYLERS for clingching FIRST PLACE twice straight too for LAH DE FUSE.hahahahaha.COOL SHIT la you guys.irfan papa kiki and rainy was there too.glad to see you larrr....alep too!nice costume you got there VOGUELICIOUS!:) oh ya,met up with nina for awhile at cineleisure to take back my phone!she brought home lar.GOD!cant live without my phone sey...one night can alrd erm...you know la what i mean hahahahaha.okay after that she went off.nina was from a DATE!i just read her latest post.wanna ask her who she referring to.as in the guy who came back.i know a few.wondering who.nina sape nina???tell me tell me.
so okay.i wanna apologise to bb cause i left her alone for quite sometime.ade sikit tu kite ilang jap.sorry la girl.you know i know.sorry babe.accept my apology aye?really am.sorry... :(
EG!!!oh they were there.guest performance lagi.cool pe!so shock ekh.thx is9di tak bilang.wth!haiyo...but ya is9di lupe steps rabak.lol:) apa da lu.then results then end of evrything...there was red carpet in the middle.eg was having a crazy time on the red carpet.hahahahaha.it was so funny.catwalk la ape la...kak dian was nuts too.so worried about her leg la.kak dian...kak dian... is9di as usual slap me.gadoh tak bes bes.get me involve for this pity girl.kesian sey...so mean is9di.where's my stuff??hmm...okay okay.after that just chill at scape je.tak ke mane.had our first dinner there too.and thx is9di for introducing me mashed potato with cheese.okay tau KAT slow.then send bb home.sweet kan KAT.aaawwww.....hahahhahaha. okay okay saw joshua!then out of the blue ask me out to club?!?hahahahaha.and joshua said "kat,you nver change a bit."okay,fine its kinda true.after graduate i didnt do anything to myself.only rebonding but takde beza la actually.oaky then went back to scape.at 12 plus i head home.was waiting and expecting mr.KENTAL's call or text but so sad.he didnt.suppoose to meet him on sunday but it was cancel.sigh...too tired la he.so i fully understand.was hoping but wasn't expecting.anw we are okay tak gadoh.due due step mrajuk je.sorry la mr.KENTAl.gagagaga.sunday pun actually i got something on.so since he wanted to meet me so he need to come down to yckcc where i was handling some annoying leaders.ugh!pasal bilik pun nak gado then pull me in!freak...

so mr.KENTAL hope to see you this weekend!dont forget to go for training okay this sat:)

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11:25 PM

Y Monday, July 27, 2009



hello mr.KENTAL!!!
im not sure if i could believe you that you really have feelings for me.you say that so.but its not easy for me to trust you.you are like close friends with that mr.EGO.or maybe even bestfriends?best buddies?you keep telling me that you do not like him like how i hate him too.you told me lots of stuff.especially about you and him?that freaking egoistic guy!but theres so many alternatives and which is negative that ive been thinking abt.im sorry.i sorry that i have this naive thinking.but i cant help it.how i wish i have powers to read you.i dont know how you gonna prove it to me.but please do so.erase all this hectic naive thikin of mine towards you.please do so.just have to be patience.meeting you up aint be easy.youve been busy working and schooling at the same time.i truly understand.its okay.even my weekdays are eat up by alot of things.cant wait for the weekend to meet you up!wanna see your face again!nobody knows how i really feel and think about you.all the time...sigh!
and people!mr.EGO!!!!i hate you!dont think i have feelings left for you.just do me a favour by FUCK OFF from my life!i would appreciate if you do so!even my lovely classmates hates you so dont think you are too hot to even get their number forheaven sake!im wanting for he right time to give a hit on you.please can i slap you?at least?hahahhaha.say yes!lol:) okay slapping you is just in my dreams.im nuts.just mad about MUHAMMAD NOH BIN NASIR!!!
Mr.KENTAL,take your time.wanna gave you hug!miss ya dude.sssshhhhhh...

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5:42 AM

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oh my god! cant believe you talk to me lar. wth?! hahahahahaha. gosh! you freak me out.melting pe?!?!lol:) that was a nice conversation. thanks for stepping another step further by talking to me. really unexpected.happy yes i am.glad yes i am.well,its a step for us to be FRIENDS...
and i knew it.
just as i thought.you already had someone.im not here to break anyones relationship.im not.people dont get it wrong.like i say i didnt wanna make the first moves.lucky i didnt.yes i do have crush on him,but its just a crush lar.i just like his flawless skin.thats all.i know my limits. go to school for him?maybe.. hahhahaha.oops! but its just a part of my motivation sey. gagagagagagaga.
wanna know if he's interested to watch me on nine august??
its okay if he doesn't.its okay if he already had plans.and its okay if he brought along his love one.well,i'll be most welcome to meet her la.make more friends.who knows it might be my own friend.kan COOL!!!:)

*smile
#smile (filling up drink)
*you alone?
#(look around)erm...ya,i am.for now?(smile)
*haha.so have you eaten?(washing hands and mouth)
#ya,i just did.yourself?
*erm ya,i already had.what time your class ends?
#six?you?
*roughly there too.
#you just came right?!
*no lar.came earlier but ya had my break now actually.
#haha.okay..(giggles)

some fly/bee fly near us.hahaha.it was funny and cute.wanted to laugh out loud but maintained.gosh!tk brani la katekan.uh... and ya...

*now the bee is attracted to me?!
#ya right.hahaha.guess so.
*yes serious.im using pollen?!(im not sure what i heard actually,sorry)
#ya right.okayyy...hahahaha
*well,im sweet!:)
#hahahahahahhahaaha
so yeah,i went off.both went off.hahahaha.erm okay...thats all la.hahahaha
okay,and sriously i didnt call him.thx to nana kambing!haiyo!call him for nth.i didnt knw how to react.at last i waved!gosh!malu or what...okay okay tu je....
lol:0 so tmr sch again.goin to sch la.durr....


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2:16 AM

Y Friday, July 24, 2009



hey,i wana talk about this ''Mr.SMR"...
i've been seeing you three days straight.oh god!heart pumping whenever i see you.yeah,guess you find out that i have crush on you.thx to people that stands around me.well,its just a crush nothing much.nothing serious...whenever i attend,i cant wait to see you.terserempak, a glance also wil do.hahaha! but,now i feel guilty.towards everything.everything seems so clear right now.seems so obvious to you.oh gosh!im scared to face you now.lucky its already weekend sey... wait!i need words to express what really my heart is feeling.F***!

okay,ill try.erm...my intention is just to be friends nothing more than that.it doesnt matter if you already have someone.cause that does not bothers me.well,we already had our first conversations.now the only thing i wanna do now is to stop seeing you and start from the begining.i feel guilty whatver that happens within these few days.im just scared that you will think that i have different intention,maybe bad...i dont know.sometimes i tell myself
'siak ar,aku da mcm pompan gatal sey..shok sendiri!wth!'

i do feel embarrased about myself.i know i was the one started by noticing you.it happen way months ago.now everyone knows about it.including you.you are not suppose to know actly.but ya,you know why...i hope youre not thinking bad about me.cause im not!i am noy what you think i am.pompan gatal?gosh!tell about it.seriously,just now,in the equipment room,im not sure whether you're shy or you're scared to face me.its seems like im the one making the first moves?OH NO!!!way NOOO!!!uh uh!i hate that.i do not want to be labelled that.if possible i would want you to do the first move.which you already did but,ugh! why?why?why? okay i know my cuz is trying to match make us somehow. but i wont agree so if i do have crush on him,so what?!i wont wanna make the moves.

okay,i dont know what im talking right now.im just so stress about everything.about 'mr.SMR' about tomorrow,about sunday,about a new 'Mr' entering my life.about school.about dance.about production competition,about....what else?!hurrhurr.

oh and,to the new 'mr',i would like to thank you for being honest and straight forward with me.thx for noticing me since you i know you for the first time appreciate it lots.thx for waiting to make the first move at the right time,i guess.

alright,ill continue tmr.i hope!:)

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5:24 AM

Y Wednesday, July 22, 2009


HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY
ABG ENAL!!!

hey,i know i already wish you but today is the official date you turning 25! so wanna grab the chance and wish you again...
once again...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABG ENAL!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUU...


hello my lovely sweet brother,harap panjang umur dan murah rezeki!
lead a happy life especially with your future wife!
remember y0u goin to b a husband soon!a year aint far tau.hahaha:)
be successful in life! have kids! even grandchildren!
jangan naughty naughty iye??:)

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1:51 AM

Y Sunday, July 19, 2009


Happy 21th Birthday
ABG ZULFADHLI!!!


hey,i know we already happily celebrated your independent 21st birthday...i hope the surprises you had on pialarajapanggung was a wonderful and touchy one.wanna say congratulations cause endang make thru to the finals!well.im proud and the costumes all its nice,sweet but i think you can better than that for future comps?i have faith in you.so dont stop,you have just started!!!:) abg zul,our friendship started in the year of 2007 till now,still continuing.and this is year is where you received a present from me,first time?hahaha.i really hope you like it cause i had hard time deciding and finding your lovely watch!:) sorry that i took it out from the box and give it  to you..i just didnt know how to give it to you.i was running out of idea.didnt want to wrap cause its too typical...thats what i thought.hey,.would like to see you next time wearing it! i'll be happy totally!hahahaha:)
hmm...can sing for you??just once?...

ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU!
ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU!
ALLAH SELAMATKAN ABG ZULFADHLI!!!
ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU!...

harap panjang uumur dan  murah rezeki. cepat cepat la habiskan ns tu.hahaha.be good aye?:)
bile nak cari jodoh abg??hahahahaha.okay okay.be someone successful okay.i know you will...da da jgn nangis!oops!alright...




miss you.see you soon!:)

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2:05 AM

Y Wednesday, July 15, 2009


hey Kat here.duh!like finally im writing something right?!yes i know..actually things now getting more hectic then ever.im sorry for the long missing in action thingy.not that i didnt wanna update but there's so much to write.i dont know where to start from.and and and...actually most of my post is save as draft.hahahaha.oops!so left editing and posting it.but till now i dont have the time too.now in class,in mac lab.this is just a quick post.cause got to study...(ya as if i listen in class).so ya,i only update my links actually.thats all.again im sorry.really i wanna post.theres so much to tell la.haiyo...and i receive so much complain for not updating.chill my blog is not having spider webs yet.hahahaha.okay okay...





here it goes...
summary...




may:)
-16may my wonderful sweet seventeen celebration!:)
*the returned of mr.someone.sigh...
thats all i can remember in may actually...for now...hmmm?


june:)
-rehearsal and more rehearsal for GENTARASA09!
-13june the great awesome performance of GENTARASA09!!!
-14june Kakzea 19th birthday?
-14 june IVP 'finals'
-15june ANWAR's farewell :( ns...
-another mr.somebody came back after 2yrs!ugh.another 'love story' was told.confessions was made.the truth were out.
-sheesha and sheesha and sheesha
-not back for three days.
-sentosa with REFRESH and Gee and Oneroc and Faque:)
-dance prac as usual.training as usual.
-preparing of LAH!defuse comp!!!!jengjengjeng.
-mr.Shrek haiyo...problems again?!?! what more you want girl??
-matno's released
oh god!thats alot...phew!




july:)
-abg ayid and farhan and izi NS!!! goodluck:)
-kak dian's birthday!yipee...
-ice age3! fully lol!laugh laugh laugh gagagagaga
-okay what now between u n me??
-loca's birthday.nice cake!kude gile oi!hahahaha
-is9di birthday is tmr.16july...where is my present first??:)
-abg zul's birthday is 19july.oh god oh god...haiyaaaaaa :)
-piala raja panggung dk comp!see ya ppl.19july too @ kampong chai chee cc.
-MDIS comp cancel due to h1n1!!!FUCK LAR!looking forward for that comp sey.kanasai!UGH!!!dump sch..just find out ytd.
-showcase @ scape 5pm onwards...dance comp!coming down to see.lalalalalala:0
-LAS...papa's sister's wedding!baju kurung time!hahahahaha:)
-I LOVE HIMMM!!!!fantasy*






okay okay.i need to go to find presents and i think kak ziah is alrd waiting for me.oops!sorry..okay gtg.!thats all now BRB!!!


love you!:)




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