'KAT-IS-MAD'
Y Monday, January 11, 2010


insecured...

currently im at Azman's place. playing the lappy. and i swear i m feeling insecure right now. i was left alone at his place while he went down to fetch Mummy, and then came home Azlan from sch. so everything was fine. mummy knew i was here. but everything change when mummy daddy and Azman came home. Mummy didnt smile. Daddy was alright. Yeah, they saw me in the living room playing the laapy. after which duh! i salam them la. Mummy didnt say a word. she went straight to the room Wth. i feel so guilty right now. i swear im not sure what did i do wrong. i swear i need to know.to know my mistakes n not to do it again. i tried asking Azman but well, i dont see that somehow or another he is going to tell me. right?? maybe cause he was afraid that i'll get hurt by what he's going to tell me. okay okay. im not jumping to conclusions. i dont want to. hey, it might hurt me, i think, but its better off if you tell me right?? anw, now mummy and daddy and mummy sister who just came by all siting at kitchen talking about work?? should be la. and i think mummy had a rough day at work. sigh. pity her. how i wish i could help though. hais... and its alraedy 830pm. Azman watching tv. Azlan in the room. Me blogging and webcaming with Azhar and... feeling super insecure and... super hungry!!!!:( i only ate hotdog at 12noon in sch. nothing else in my tummy right now. i can cry anytime sey. no la.. not cause i hungry only but all the feelings im feeling now. hurrhurr... HELP!!! what am i suppose to do now?? okay okay. wait, Mummy daddy actually talking about house, money wise, i mean they shifting out soon. hmm? oh ya. i know i've not been blogging since last yr. im sorry. been swear busy with everything especially with Azman:) forgive me.

i got so much to tell actually. but nvm la. when im free then i'll type aye?? kekkkeeee. oh ya, i just ate two pizzas two drumplets and few wedges. damn hungry. now quite full. ltr nk kuar with Azman. dont know go where. bye now.


love, Kat.
salam.

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