Y Tuesday, November 10, 2009
What are you thinking abt me Fish? I think i need to know. What do you treat me as? Im treating like a friend of mine, maybe more than a friend. but not as date. I keep wondering why you dont want to tell me that you're attached. Why aren't you admitting? Cant i know? Why not? You've been with your girlfriend for two years already. Im not here to be the third party, to destroy your relationship. I swear i have no slight intention to do anything sort like that. Fish doesnt know that i know abt his status. How? i do not want to ask him straight to the point. I want to play around the bush and let him be the one confessing. but again how? i already try telling him stories abt me hating to be third party. but he doesnt seem affected at all. Why does he have to lie? Is he thinking something else in mid? Anyway, you have been very nice to me. I really appreciate the times you accompany me. Taking good care of my helmet and help me up to school. Sometimes even send me. Yalah, workplace, home and school all near near mah... Hahahaha!:)
So wait, back to the topic. Why do guys act strange sometimes? maybe most of the time? Is it true what Renney say to me?
'girl, kalau lelaki kene skit je dgn perempuan they might think differently. same goes to girls, kene skit ngan jantan da lain girl perasaan...'
Is it true? Am i in the blame right now? Or Fish? Or both? I just dont wanna get caught again by their lovely girlfriends and jumping to conclusion about me with their boyfriends. well, if they wanna flirt around with my boyfriend then by all means, go ahead girls. Sometimes i'll consider myself as a bitch. not to just guys but yes girls to. Bring it on non-BITCHES!!!
Fuck! wth am i talking about?! shit im confused. thats the fact though. im running out of words right now. I dont know how to explain my situation with Fish.
i gtg. brb...
i shall continue...
bye sweets,
love, Kat:)
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