'KAT-IS-MAD'
Y Tuesday, August 25, 2009



i know you have feelings for me. its obvious and you admit it yourself. im not sure if you're serious being with me. but im not ready to have anything serious with you yet. i just know you. you're just my date. you know that. your moves you done for me, i wont fall for that easily. how sincere you are i just need time to believe it so. sometimes you are too nice to me. too gentlemen for me. too sweet to me. too good for me. when myself? i dont treat you the same. im sorry but this is me. dont think i deserve guys like you. im sure you can find better girls out there who can treat you the same. you kept thinking about me, thats what you said, but in my mind is not you. its someone else. you should know who im referring to. i told you about him, remember?. you sacrifice for me too much already. and please, you know, I DONT NEED ALL THIS...

1.waited for me for an hour just to accompany me for dinner.
2.accompany me till 2am,waiting for kak zea's arrival which end up she didnt.
3.took taxi home and i know you're tired but still waited.
4.wait for me under my block for hours just to send me to school. without telling me.
5.wait patiently for my text when i dont reply your msges for days.
6.accompany me from home to joo chiat to prac and i force you to head home cause you wanna stayed.
7.fetch me from shoot,send me to prac,wait till prac ends, send me home and head home again.
8.give me cash when you find out i dont have cash. wth?!sacrifice your own money for what?!?! goodness!!!
9.and your blog!...

like i said, its too much. you know i wont say yes and agree whatever you want to do for me. you still did and make white lies to me. how stubborn can you be? tell mama about me? whats all that for?again?... im not being not appreciating your deeds at all. i do. i seriously appreciate everything you did for me. but again im not falling for it. and the reason i dont like it and accept it cause i feel wrong, i feel guilty... im just treating you as my date. again, date doesnt mean i have feelings for you. my mind, my heart, my feelings is to someone else. dont i sound like a bastard to you?!?! i know you would want to see something between us. but not now. i need time. im sorry. but i love being your friend,i seriously do.

maybe most people around me hates you. but i dont see why i should hate you too. you didnt do wrong to me. maybe you did in the past to them but it doesnt involves me. so im okay. and i hope people dont hate me cause im being friends with you. i love to keep my friends. i treasured my friends. so dont get easily influent by what others say. im not. unless he/she do something bad to me then i have a reason for hating. i hates when people talks about me, disturbed me when sees me with the person they hate. whats the point? none of us is disturbing others, why bother?

hey,one thing for sure...

i know you're not comfortable with them.

but they are my friends.

i hope you understand...

will be meeting you later. i think. breaking fast...

but you not fasting!

ASS:)))

hahahahahahaha...

kurus kurus, haiz...



love, Kat:)))

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