Y Sunday, August 23, 2009
dear YOU,
everyday i kept thinking of YOU and missing YOU so much.the last time we met and we hang out was on 090809.its been two weeks without noticing.giving up?not yet.im not sure what have become of YOU and me?where have YOU been all this while?after your trip YOU went silence.i can understand that YOU're lazy but being too lazy will not help.what if someone get in YOUr way?who to be blame?me?i tried to be patience with YOU.the one kept looking for YOU is me.not YOU?!?!still have the idea of raye-ing with me,guess so uh?sigh... YOU change thats for sure. YOU weren't like this before. but im still being patience here. i dont wanna mama to ask about YOU. cause if she do i have no answers for her. from there she will start to blame me. we ever talk about 'who can tahan with you' is this part of it? i cant be myself, i cant kept quiet, if i do, YOU will come across my mind. yes,someone is there for me now.yes,someone is trying his best to be there for me.but is not YOU.and im not being comfortable here when my mind is just YOU inside and im just layan-ing someone else.. YOUr name has been always spoke by me to people. even he knows about YOU. even she knows about YOU. i dont hide my feelings that i have towards YOU. im not shy to have YOU in my mind and my heart. maybe YOU're just being lazy to entertain girls. just wanna enjoy with YOUr friends. lazy to have this disturbing feelings.i text you,no replied.i called you,you answered, talk to me as usual and always end the call by saying 'i call you back later' but nope, YOU did not return my call. and always treated as if YOU did nothing wrong. we dont talk everyday, we dont meet up everyday, i cant be the one calling YOU everyday. searching for YOU.now my ppd is low. im just disappointed with YOU. but im forcing and pushing myself to think POSITIVE.i never blame YOU. never did. never will. missing YOU sooo much. sigh... YOU start the fire!its YOU! i hate 2009. i just hate it alot. this isnt my first time been treated this way in this year!all i did was just being patience... hey, ive been THREE YEARS FIVE MONTHS and still ongoing for single status. like i always say to him, if YOU're can take it then its good enough. whenever im ready,YOU're not. im not giving up just yet. im still waiting. im still am. YOU get it? just wanna know if YOU do have and want something between us. cause if YOU dont,i can be patience but i do not want to waste time.so? i need answers.
i hope you read my post.
importantly,"I MISS YOU DEADLY"...
please contact me or text me soon.
i wanna hear from YOU...
love,Kat
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