'KAT-IS-MAD'
Y Tuesday, August 4, 2009


currently, im in a state of... errrr... missing everyone? i miss most everyone. wondering why...
miss my pri sch friends. miss my sec sch friends. miss my girlfriends. miss my dance mates. miss my cousins. miss people who have brought me up. miss people who see me grow. miss my neighbours.okay i dont know why...but mostly i miss mr.Kental!!!
"aku rindu banget sama kamu sih"




to mr.Kental,

i know yesterday i make a mistake.and im sorry...im truly am.
i was busy with shooting at home then after it was wrap up i went to cc for prac.after that i received msges from Zat.my sweet senior and lovely friend.Zat came down with Hasrul and Faizal.all are senios too.we meet up at cc then chill somewhere near.Me kak Zea and Bb all smelled badly.trust me we are.all sweating.lol:) we had wonderful conversations sampaikan Bb and Kak Zea miss their last bus.No worries cause our lovely heroes is there.Faizal with super4 Hasrul with Gxs,i think not sure what bike also.and Zat with scrambler.
The guys planned to head to johor and i decided to tag along.So they waited for me,i went home and took a bath.after that meet them again.So all of us send Bb first follow by KakZea.guess what?kelakar gile ekh dorg!hahahahaha!you know i know ar...okay then,Hasrul then fetch KakIza while Zat me and Faizal meet them in the middle of some express way towards woodlands checkpoint.three of Hasrul's friends tag along with us too.
i didnt entertain my hone cause i was with 'GUYS' but im the type who dont really like to be busy with phone when out with friends.and plus i was on the bike.anyway,at kastam,i checked my phone and total of 20 miss calls i received from "mr.Kental"!!!oh gosh.im sorry.
i text him told him that i was already at kastam making my way in to johor which i know i wont take long.he didnt believe me at first cause it is something mendadak gitu.i know he was angry or maybe even frust.but ya...my bad.i didnt inform him earlier.sorry.should have i guess.so enter johor pump minyak then take e break for awhile then we head back to Singapore.told you i wont take long.as what i promised to mr.Kental that i text him once i reach singapore.yes,by this time he was really angry but i understand la.so no to worry...
i was home around 4.30am.i called mr.Kental.we talk otp for abt an hour which then i was dead asleep within few mins.otp,i find out that he called mama to reassure that i wasnt lying to him and i was outside.didnt see why he have to actually.not sure whether mama was disturbed in her sleep.however wanna say this to you,

"tal,im sorry to make you worry.im sorry i didnt pick up your calls.im sorry that i didnt inform you earlier.im sorry that i make a mistake.im sorry to make you loose trust in me.im promised that i would not make the same mistake.i promised it wont happen again.and i swear that i never lie to you anything.whatever happens yesterday,whatever i told you,who i was with,i wasnt lying.i dont mind gaining my trust back from you.i know you are angry with me and you dont wanna me to know so.but hey,i know you not only yesterday.i truly understand if you frust with me.forgive me..."
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love,
your 'Noh'

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